Yeah, so I haven't been here for awhile.
I'd like to say life is delicious but it's not.
I took in some friends with no place to go and truly regret it.
There's been upsets, yelling, and, even stealing.
Hard to believe that someone you rescued would steal from you but there it is.
I remember years ago a friend picked up a hitchhiker. I met him. He was a Viet Nam vet. He showed me the scar on his back where he got shot.
He let him stay the night.
The hitchhiker stole his watch and escaped out the window (because he didn't have a key for the door).
Yeah, these things happen. Honestly haven't thought of that in years but similar situation.
I though I was over being codependent but apparently I'm not.
It feels so unkind to turn your back on someone, but, really, they have the same connection to their Higher Self and the Universe that I do. Maybe they don't know it, but they do.
I think bad things are happening because it's time to move in. Move on from old relationships, old houses, old ways, old things.
I checked Point of Power, which I hadn't done for a long time and received this message:
When your whole world is going to hell, you are going to heaven. And the kingdom of heaven is within you.
It's true, too.
Believe me, I want to sit and berate myself for causing this situation but what good would it do?
I've learned my lesson. Really painful lesson. Really expensive lesson (in more ways than one).
The truth is, though, that whatever I've lost, well, at some point, I'm going to "lose" it all.
I'm going to drop the body, kick the frame, and everything will just left behind.
No matter what it is, no matter how valuable, no matter how cherished.
It's all just an illusion anyway......
