I've been thinking of this a lot.
Why exactly am I on this planet?
Here, now?
I've thought this place was bizarre ever since I could think.
There are some really really strange people on this planet.
I often think I don't know why I'm here.
Maybe I'm here for the apocalypse.
Apocalypse means unveiling, not the end of the world.
Certainly seems like there is a lot of unveiling going on lately. (See Weinstein scandal).
Tooling around the internet (as I am wont to do...LOL), I saw this today on Rob Brezsny's site, Free Will Astrology:
"What's the Most Important Question for You to Ask Today?
You possess exceptional capacities that are absolutely unique. You're a masterpiece unlike any other that has ever lived in the history of the world.
Furthermore, the precise instructions you need to ripen into your special talents have always been with you, even from the time before you were born. In the words of psychologist James Hillman, you have a soul's code.
You might also call it the mission you came to Earth to carry out; the divine blueprint that contains the open secret of how to be perfectly, unpredictably yourself; the master plan that is your heart's deepest desire.
Would you like help in deciphering it? The Divine Intelligence Formerly Known as God is always on call, ready to help. It's your birthright to ask Her a specific question every day about what you need to do next to express your soul's code; it's also your birthright to receive a response.
The divine revelation may not be as unambiguous as a little voice in your head. It might appear in the form of a TV commercial, an odd dream, or an encounter with a stranger. It could be demanding and difficult, delivering information you'd rather not have to deal with. Or it might show up as a clear and simple feeling of knowing exactly what to do, and it could be easy and fun.
What question will you ask the Divine Wow today?"
Well, okay, then. I've decided to ask everyday for a sign. Why the heck am I here and what exactly am I supposed to do next.
I'll let you know if I hear anything...
